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[elfy]

i'm a bit confused.
she (evalove) added me as her friend... like over 7000 (!!!!!!!!!) other people... strange strange... is this a way to be added to a thousand friends lists easily?

hm.
anyway.
i'll be gone tomorrow for a few days. visit zorn again. my holidays. *smiles*
i don't think you'll miss me... made entries seldomly these days. don't know why. theres just nothing important happening.

i miss sae's entries.
just for one reason i'd like to be in the steinbruch on saturday... to hug martin... sigh. i hope everything gets better soon.

i'm thinking about death so often, about dying. no, i don't want to commit suicide... but... for example... let there be the slightest reason, an accident *could have* happened... i am right at thinking about what could have been. so *often*. i wonder why. i don't want to die. and its not... that i am in fear when thinking about these situations... its just... a thought.
wired.

i started to write in a normal journal again. seems to be easier in some ways... i wonder why. hm.

i'll miss you.

Comments

Thanks for letting me know about the vote!

[(Anonymous)]

I read your post about Gay marriages being voted on. I have 38 people I know and 12 different Computers in my Office that went to Vote.com and voted against Gay marriages. Thanks for letting us know about it and I guess you should relize not everone thinks its a good Idea. I know youll call me names for disagreeing, but its a free country and I dont have to follow the path of every activist who says so.



The Silent Majority

Funny how you define tolence

[(Anonymous)]

as long as it fits your views. Why cant My views be viewed as tolerent? Why do I have to conform to what you think is the Majority View? BTW its not.

Why do I have to change my Upbringing My Views My Morality to fit your view of Tolerent?

Why cant you Be tolerent of My Views?

Because its Not PC. Sorry Dude, This will end My Conversation on this. We have different views in A free society. Lets vote on it at the Polls and we see who is in the majority.

Re: You possibly got me wrong

[(Anonymous)]

Just because it doesnt hurt others doesnt make it ok.

Re: You possibly got me wrong

[elfy.livejournal.com]

why not?

Re: You possibly got me wrong

[(Anonymous)]

so what is meant by "hurt"? physical pain or psychical pain? And then, there are certain laws seemingly senseless under the light that they do not protect anyone from hurt, but keep the society together and moving.

I am for gay marriages, btw.

Madwolf

Re: You possibly got me wrong

[elfy.livejournal.com]

*hugs valtin*
thankyouthankyouthankyou for arguing for me :)
*throws little flowers*

[ravenofthorns.livejournal.com]

Hey, yeah, I saw that with Evalove...but you know, take it as a compliment...That means the people who added you find you interesting... I find you interesting, would you get mad if I added you? I mean, when you read your friends page, you can keep up with the main train of thought, or post comments on the public/friends entries. Or just be vouyeristic(I cant spell worth a damn).

I think of death as well. I mean, everything goes back to that point. I mean, we all are going to die eventually...and what is our purpose until that point?

Also, that is the wonderful thing about people, we have our OWN opinions... If you said something I didn't agree with, I would respect it...Like anyone should..not try to condem you with MY own views? Some people are ignorant. (refering to the ann. posting above...)

Anyway, let me know if you would like me to add you. I would like to, only if your interested in reading mine as well? (I am a dork..!!!)
MWHAAAAAAAA

[elfy.livejournal.com]

hello :)

oh, in general i really don't have a problem if people just add me! really, i feel very special then, like many others.
its just i don't feel that she is really interessted in ME, if she reads my journal next to 9000 others. i have quite some friends and its already for me hard to keep up reading everything. ok, maybe she has too much time. maybe i'm paranid or something, but at first i thought she does that, to draw attention to her journal. she did, actually. i mean, fine, i am also seeking attention all the time, i think 90% of the LJ users do. but i think thats a rude way to get it.
but i also read her entry about why she did it. so i don't want to blame her. its a sweet thought, but just a bit... can't find the word. i know everyone is special and every life is worth to be noticed, but i think *really* paying attention to 5 people is actually 'better' for them and you, then paying 0.00000000000002% of your attention one of your 9000 friends.
or am i wrong?

about the purpouse i'm thinking as well... :)
but my thoughts about death don't have to do anything with that. i mean... i just... imagine how i could die now. without angst, without wanting or something else. *shrugs*

add me, if you want, i'll have a look at your journal :)
i'm over this time simply adding anything thats interessting in a slight way, because as i said i alredy have many people on my friends list (for me, at least).
you'll see it :)
(and i think my friends only posts are most times more interessting, then the others.)

Your point is well taken

[ravenofthorns.livejournal.com]

Yes...I see your point very well...I know. I have a lot of friends on LJ. Alot I added because they added me...and alot because I enjoy reading their posts. And It does get hectic when one of them makes 20 postings in one day.

Funny thing is I got this anonymous posting from someone telling me evalove is copying her bio or something...I dunno... I am like oh well...

Oh, is the elf pic made by brian froud? (I like his work...I have his faery oracle) Just curious...I like fantasy art.. :)

Maybe I will hear from you soon...

Re: Your point is well taken

[elfy.livejournal.com]

heh, yes. i start skipping of the 'not so well known' people already, when its too much. -_-

copying her bio? what do you mean?

uhm, which elf pic? my user icon?
^_^ thats made by me. its my alter ego, kael.

soon enough? added you already, so you'll also be able to read my really ill thoughts. lol... go back and enjoy, if you want. *hugs*

hi

[captain-of-love.livejournal.com]

Hi .... Greetings from our common friend Evalove :-)
funny friends list ...lol...anyway... made me pass by here - hope you're having some good vacations and a great time~

Re: hi

[elfy.livejournal.com]

heh, hello :)
actually i also got deleted and its ok.
hope you're doing fine, too, thanks for the wishes :)))