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[elfy]

i'm a bit confused.
she (evalove) added me as her friend... like over 7000 (!!!!!!!!!) other people... strange strange... is this a way to be added to a thousand friends lists easily?

hm.
anyway.
i'll be gone tomorrow for a few days. visit zorn again. my holidays. *smiles*
i don't think you'll miss me... made entries seldomly these days. don't know why. theres just nothing important happening.

i miss sae's entries.
just for one reason i'd like to be in the steinbruch on saturday... to hug martin... sigh. i hope everything gets better soon.

i'm thinking about death so often, about dying. no, i don't want to commit suicide... but... for example... let there be the slightest reason, an accident *could have* happened... i am right at thinking about what could have been. so *often*. i wonder why. i don't want to die. and its not... that i am in fear when thinking about these situations... its just... a thought.
wired.

i started to write in a normal journal again. seems to be easier in some ways... i wonder why. hm.

i'll miss you.

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Re: You possibly got me wrong

[(Anonymous)]

so what is meant by "hurt"? physical pain or psychical pain? And then, there are certain laws seemingly senseless under the light that they do not protect anyone from hurt, but keep the society together and moving.

I am for gay marriages, btw.

Madwolf