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Jul. 19th, 2001 02:00 ami'm a bit confused.
she (
evalove) added me as her friend... like over 7000 (!!!!!!!!!) other people... strange strange... is this a way to be added to a thousand friends lists easily?
hm.
anyway.
i'll be gone tomorrow for a few days. visit zorn again. my holidays. *smiles*
i don't think you'll miss me... made entries seldomly these days. don't know why. theres just nothing important happening.
i miss sae's entries.
just for one reason i'd like to be in the steinbruch on saturday... to hug martin... sigh. i hope everything gets better soon.
i'm thinking about death so often, about dying. no, i don't want to commit suicide... but... for example... let there be the slightest reason, an accident *could have* happened... i am right at thinking about what could have been. so *often*. i wonder why. i don't want to die. and its not... that i am in fear when thinking about these situations... its just... a thought.
wired.
i started to write in a normal journal again. seems to be easier in some ways... i wonder why. hm.
i'll miss you.
she (
hm.
anyway.
i'll be gone tomorrow for a few days. visit zorn again. my holidays. *smiles*
i don't think you'll miss me... made entries seldomly these days. don't know why. theres just nothing important happening.
i miss sae's entries.
just for one reason i'd like to be in the steinbruch on saturday... to hug martin... sigh. i hope everything gets better soon.
i'm thinking about death so often, about dying. no, i don't want to commit suicide... but... for example... let there be the slightest reason, an accident *could have* happened... i am right at thinking about what could have been. so *often*. i wonder why. i don't want to die. and its not... that i am in fear when thinking about these situations... its just... a thought.
wired.
i started to write in a normal journal again. seems to be easier in some ways... i wonder why. hm.
i'll miss you.
Your point is well taken
Funny thing is I got this anonymous posting from someone telling me evalove is copying her bio or something...I dunno... I am like oh well...
Oh, is the elf pic made by brian froud? (I like his work...I have his faery oracle) Just curious...I like fantasy art.. :)
Maybe I will hear from you soon...
Re: Your point is well taken
Date: 2001-07-23 06:06 am (UTC)copying her bio? what do you mean?
uhm, which elf pic? my user icon?
^_^ thats made by me. its my alter ego, kael.
soon enough? added you already, so you'll also be able to read my really ill thoughts. lol... go back and enjoy, if you want. *hugs*