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i wanted to write earlier, but again its late.
lets see, how far i'll get... what i can remeber at least.

i'm playing with zorn again.
her poor nic... anyway, it was this sappy all the time, a lil horros will not be bad... sigh, i hope she doesn't notice to well, what i planned.

i rememberd i had very strange ideas, as i was a child. or... i mean, at 10 to 13 perhaps. or 8 to 13. and these ideas... i don't know. hard to explain. very sexual, very strange. without any romantic, like today. very abusive. strange.

sigh... i wrote a long, loooong email and what happendes? a few senteces before i was finished, netscape closed and it was all gone.
siigh.
i wrote so much! fuck.

i'm tired again, i should write my entries earlier.

heh.

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i didn't sleep that night, lets see if this was a mistake... no, it wasn't.
nothing to regret.

kaneda will start her keyfics soon, the germany ones... i already have an idea for a chllange. just have to make out a name... hmm... thunder and lightning maybe. could be an idea... (with thunder, lightning, cloud, rain, storm, tornado as keys). or with the name 'force'? something strong - it must be.

have to get clothed... o.- (<-- too tired to open both eyes. but happy).

til then, dear LJ.