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Mar. 19th, 2001 05:00 ami wanted to write earlier, but again its late.
lets see, how far i'll get... what i can remeber at least.
i'm playing with zorn again.
her poor nic... anyway, it was this sappy all the time, a lil horros will not be bad... sigh, i hope she doesn't notice to well, what i planned.
i rememberd i had very strange ideas, as i was a child. or... i mean, at 10 to 13 perhaps. or 8 to 13. and these ideas... i don't know. hard to explain. very sexual, very strange. without any romantic, like today. very abusive. strange.
sigh... i wrote a long, loooong email and what happendes? a few senteces before i was finished, netscape closed and it was all gone.
siigh.
i wrote so much! fuck.
i'm tired again, i should write my entries earlier.
heh.
lets see, how far i'll get... what i can remeber at least.
i'm playing with zorn again.
her poor nic... anyway, it was this sappy all the time, a lil horros will not be bad... sigh, i hope she doesn't notice to well, what i planned.
i rememberd i had very strange ideas, as i was a child. or... i mean, at 10 to 13 perhaps. or 8 to 13. and these ideas... i don't know. hard to explain. very sexual, very strange. without any romantic, like today. very abusive. strange.
sigh... i wrote a long, loooong email and what happendes? a few senteces before i was finished, netscape closed and it was all gone.
siigh.
i wrote so much! fuck.
i'm tired again, i should write my entries earlier.
heh.
well done, my love
Date: 2001-03-18 08:31 pm (UTC)god in heaven, elfy, you have done so well...
but you have chosen a chara not fit at all to become a vampire.
now it is my turn to make him fit.
i am afraid that will take some time.
hope, you don't get made at me.
than -- whatever nic may do, i loved it
Re: well done, my love
Date: 2001-03-19 01:53 am (UTC)and please don't mind my uncertainy...
:) *hugs*