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Mar. 19th, 2001 05:00 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elfyi wanted to write earlier, but again its late.
lets see, how far i'll get... what i can remeber at least.
i'm playing with zorn again.
her poor nic... anyway, it was this sappy all the time, a lil horros will not be bad... sigh, i hope she doesn't notice to well, what i planned.
i rememberd i had very strange ideas, as i was a child. or... i mean, at 10 to 13 perhaps. or 8 to 13. and these ideas... i don't know. hard to explain. very sexual, very strange. without any romantic, like today. very abusive. strange.
sigh... i wrote a long, loooong email and what happendes? a few senteces before i was finished, netscape closed and it was all gone.
siigh.
i wrote so much! fuck.
i'm tired again, i should write my entries earlier.
heh.
lets see, how far i'll get... what i can remeber at least.
i'm playing with zorn again.
her poor nic... anyway, it was this sappy all the time, a lil horros will not be bad... sigh, i hope she doesn't notice to well, what i planned.
i rememberd i had very strange ideas, as i was a child. or... i mean, at 10 to 13 perhaps. or 8 to 13. and these ideas... i don't know. hard to explain. very sexual, very strange. without any romantic, like today. very abusive. strange.
sigh... i wrote a long, loooong email and what happendes? a few senteces before i was finished, netscape closed and it was all gone.
siigh.
i wrote so much! fuck.
i'm tired again, i should write my entries earlier.
heh.