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[elfy]

tomorrow nothing in school.
i don't want to be here. i want to be somewhere else.
could somebody bring me, please?

i want a lomo!
i love taking photos. you'll see some as soon (heh) as my site is up and running.

did you know i'm a pervert? and i have pervert friends. ...ne, zorn? *grin*

i mean, *really* pervert.

anyway, does it matter?
not really.

where is my cat?

i want to play.

Comments

getting closer

[zorn.livejournal.com]

well, in a way - yes, i am a maniac, in a well i have dirty fantasies.
i like to see what lies beyond. i am not afraid of dirt, of scars, of darkness - although i long for love and light.
i have had my share of first - being still hungry for the later.
sometimes i cry without knowing why.
but i will sing and dance in my fantasies.
love
Z.

Re: getting closer

[elfy.livejournal.com]

let me be true: its great to have someone with whom I can share my dirties fantasies... or not? ^_~
*hugs*

Re: getting closer

[zorn.livejournal.com]

let me think about that...
yes it is. it is easy, to have somebody you can show a smiling face.
it is easy to be find somebode who likes you if you are easygoing, generous, forgiving, good looking, kind ...etc.
but it needs trust and courage to show the other side.
i do not want to live through the nightmares i imagine. but the ability to think - to create - them is in me.
sometimes i am afrait about that - sometimes even ashamed. i have been told so.
to actually share them is a kind of freedome.
so - in a way - you make me feel free to express myself.
i have i said thank you?

Re: getting closer

[elfy.livejournal.com]

not for this thing, we are (are we?) talking about right now. but for so many other things.
and lets say it this way: for me its the same, we share the joy, we share the gratitude.
*hugs*