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[elfy]

I think I finally have a logo for my homepage.
Can't upload it, still haven't found my login and passwort thingy. *sigh*

Why the fuck does my scanner not work?!?!

Today... Malte will come over later, we'll watch a movie. I'd like to do that at my grandmas house, so we can sit outside before or afterwards. Such nice weather here.
And I'll cook something. Noodles and this stuff from the Aldi.

I called Tonja on sunday, wanted to invite her to my birthday, but she is in holidays. Hm. Still want to call Shirley and Nadia and mabye also Sabrine and Lisa to ask, if they want to come.

I have to clean up here, its a total mess in my room. Should take a photo of it.
And I have to look after my bicycle, have to use it again, maybe sport will really help me a bit.

Oh, please, please, martin, don't be unhappy because of me/my last entry.
I *know* you are my friend and always there for me, like fuchs and zorn and Malte and all!
I don't know whats fucking up with me.

Hey, Sven, would you bring the 'Pagemill' grog over her?
I have the urge to finally finish the Fiese Meute and also my homepage.

Oh. And I joined another ML... girlfagsgermany... Seems to be very interesstig. Still not sure if the next time I am asked for my sexual orientation the answer will be girlfag, but it pretty much seems to fit. Nice to know not to be alone. The US ML has over 900 members. And no, I am NOT in shame because of that, Sven. I am the way I am.

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And no, I am NOT in shame because of that, Sven. I am the way I am.

[crowkeeper.livejournal.com]

:) Then don't make a fuss around what you do as if it was something special/annoying. Also, it is tautological to state: I am the way I am.

Re: And no, I am NOT in shame because of that, Sven. I am the way I am.

[elfy.livejournal.com]

but i feel special, because of that. because i'm the member of a minority. few people know about it, so why not telling them?
ok, if you want it i can also say: I am. better?

[crowkeeper.livejournal.com]

You feel special because of a seldom occuring sexual preference?
You feel special because you are member of a minority?
This sounds elitarian to me.
Why telling the people?
You don't need to turn out that there is something special about you to be a special person.

:) "I am" is something like a pleonasm. In the word "I" and the situation that this "I" speaks (which cannot be denied), it is contained that this "I" exists.

[elfy.livejournal.com]

i feel special just so.
i like to tell people about me and to hear about them. i like to chow them new things.
you sound as if you have a problem with that.

nice explaining, but just... sorry, useless right now. it just looks as if you don't want to accept to see what I mean even if you know it. i know what you want to say, but it is not neccessary to tell me. it just looks as if you want to show you are better, because you can explain me that there is a 'mistake' in a often used phrase i used. or?

[crowkeeper.livejournal.com]

Always remember you are unique, just like everybody else...
How can someone feel special without reason?
No, I don`t have a problem with your urge to be special and be loved by others. That is a natural human urge. You want to show them new things? Why, then, don't you do that?

"I am": It is not useless. It is a training to formulate exact. You have stated a phrase initially. Don't you have an own opinion?
I do not want to show I am better. One of my motives is to break up your arrogance in talking. But criticizism is disliked, as I perceive it.

Hey, Sven, would you bring the 'Pagemill' grog over her?

[crowkeeper.livejournal.com]

You know how my father keeps order...

Re: Hey, Sven, would you bring the 'Pagemill' grog over her?

[elfy.livejournal.com]

yes
:(

girlfag?

[crowkeeper.livejournal.com]

Is there sth like boylesb or so?

Re: girlfag?

[elfy.livejournal.com]

thats 'guydyke', i think. so, yes.