Time rushes by

[elfy]

I can't believe I'm going back to England in a week already. It feels as if I wasn't able to do half the stuff I wanted to do here. I worked quite a bit, but still I think I could have done more. I met many of my friends, but some I missed. On saturday is a KitKat party again and I'm really looking forward to it, as I will meet some more people then which I hadn't seen in a while. And on sunday the year is over already *shakes head*. I can't remember when I was bored the last time and I can't remember when I thought time seems not to pass the last time.
Sometimes I think about quitting studying. I enjoy the stay in England very much, lots and lots of nice people there, new stuff to see and it's just different to the usual days and weeks of normal life. But the money I put aside melts and melts away. I can keep up, partly, but then I remember: When I will be back I will have to work on my prediploma. That means two months of intense studying, in which I most likely will not work or at least not much. That means, nearly no money also. Followed by that the fourth semester will start, which means I somehow have to get 500 Euro from somewhere. Additional to all my other expenses.
Beside that I am pretty content in general right now. Just tired often and in need of some holidays. But the next holidays are not in sight. Maybe next week I won't have to do too much. Also, I'm happy in England school only starts at half past ten every day and not earlier. I'm looking forward to the flight on friday, I think we are flying around sunset time.

Right now I'm reading 'A short history of nearly everything' (mostly on the train) and even if it's in english I understand pretty much *yay*, even if it is a scientific book. But it's very nicely written. But also one of the things that make me wonder if I shouldn't have tried to study something scientific. Oh well, to late now.
Need to leave for work now, hopefully I'll finally finish this brochure today and I *hope* I will finally find that damn mistake, which prevents me from making a proper pdf *annoyed*.

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Zu spaet ist es nie, du kannst immer noch was eher Wissenschaftliches fuer spaeter ins Visier nehmen, sei es vielleicht auch nur als Hobby. Bei mir war es umgekehrt...ich hatte Mathe studiert und verbringe nun schon etliche Jahre in der IT, da kam die Sehnsucht nach was eher Geisteswissenschaftlichem wieder hoch und ich habe meinen alten Traum Archaeologie zu studieren wieder entmottet (hatte ich urspruenglich als brotlose Kunst abgetan). Distance Learning sei Dank habe ich mich mittlerweile ins dritte Term vorgewuselt und hoffe auf den ersten Feldarbeitseinsatz im Urlaub im naechsten Jahr. Da ich Vollzeit arbeite ist das zwar eine ziemliche Belastung was die Freizeit angeht, aber zumindest kann ich das Studium so finanzieren. Guten Rutsch ins neue Jahr! Ich hoffe wir sehen uns in London nochmal!