Me? ... O.o

[elfy]

Deleted my entry by accident, shit.

Anyway. And again:

Today I phoned and I blushed like never before, I thought... Rebecca called me and talked to me, just normal... then we talked about how and if and whatever else we could be together. She said, she could imagine it, but she doesn't know, if she really would do it. Hard to explain, anyway, I know what she means.
She has a bf, you should know. But he lives over 600 km away.
And I also have a bf, as you know. For him... he says he just doesn't want me and her to have sex because he fears to lose me.
Grlm.
Ok, let me tell you, Malte and Rebecca would be totally differnet things for me. No reason the fear her. Sigh. She is so nice and beautiful.... and this red hair...
anyway!
I wanted to tell you something, why I blushed, yes.
As she said she could imagine me and her together - even if in a lose relationship.
And she told me how erotic she thinks that my body is... *blushes again*
And she told me about my soft skin, my voice, which she seems to like and everything...
*blushes even more*
Sigh!
At silvester she told me I am the most tender being in the world. O.o
I hope I'll see her at saturday...

Sigh... nobody writes... I know, I have a full mailbox. Anyway there is nobody writing me... hmmm... even the MLs are all quiet. All. And thats a lot.

Nearly ready cleaning my room.
Ok, that was a lie.
I begun.
*g*