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Stress at work, but strangely enough I feel better than I did this morning (thanks to all who wished me well, I am sure thats the reason why I feel better! :D). Still much to do, even if a big project came to an end, a book on which Töffi worked for 1 3/4 years. The next one will come out in november and his words about that were: "This one will be done by you." I am a bit scared, but also happy about that, because, well, it means I have something to do and well, it will be a big project. Let's see if everything really comes that way.

I was at the job agency this morning, managed to go to my usual consultant instead of a new one like it said in the letter. I just didn't read that, because after a year I didn't expect to be sent to someone new. It was funny as I came into his bureau and he was looking at me a bit confused and I explained I have an appointment and he said no. At first I thought it's maybe the wrong day, then he looked it up on his computer and found out it was just an appointment with someone else. Oh well. In the end I just sat down and talked with him.

Next week monday I'll probably start a two week course fom 8.30 to 15.30 each day, means I can't work then, at least not like now. I'll go on and do some stuff from at home until the course is finished.

Right now my life is busy... well, still busy, but I am enjoying it. It feels a bit like doing what I didn't do the last years. I just hope I get better at time-management ;) I hate the mess in my room and I don't want to be so late in doing the things that have to be done in the flat (cleaning, etc). And even if I do so much, I actually 'plan' evenings just at home. The 'part-time' at the job here didn't really work out, I just got to much to do. The only good thing is that means money and I don't know how long I'll have this job, if I will study and how much money I need then etc.

Now I'll try to make some buttons, as long as the button-machine is still here (Fuchs, hast du die Bilder schon irgendwo hochgeladen/losgeschickt?). And I have to call Peter to tell him I won't go to the Apocalyptica concert tonight (*pout*), I'm not healthy enough for that, it's much money and I need an evening at home. It will probably/hopefully not their last concert.