argh *grumbles*
Feb. 18th, 2003 09:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elfy*hits stupid computer*
great, fine, my entry is gone, have to write it again >.<
so, what did i talk about?
I am at school right now (Berufsschule) and I should work on my presentation, but I don't feel like doing so, therefore I'm writing here right now. Maybe I'll write something of the stuff I should do here right now this afternoon at Elias computer.
I still don't have one, my old one seems to be gone definatly... *sigh* So I ordered new parts, it's relatively cheap, but still much more money than should spend right now.
Elia is gone right now, will be at home the next three weeks, I'll miss her. Sadly we couldn't play again, but maybe we'll manage to do so online in this time. It will not be the same, but anyway.
I'm so tired... at least somehow. I'd like to have Semesterferien as well, kinda huuuuuge holidays like the other ones have right now... The fact that there are only 24 days of holidays for me for the whole year is kind of bothering. *sigh* I want to have more free time... real free time.
But then again, I maybe wouldn't use it and would go all sad and depressive and such.
Oh and I learned to think twice about my wishes...
I wasn't happy to get the smallest room in our should have been new flat -> we got another flat. That ok.
I wanted to have a new computer... I lost my old one and have to buy a new one. Very bad.
What if I wish to have more free time? I'll loose my job or something? Hopefully not! So better no wishing for more freetime... I should wish to be an artist who can live from what he does or so, but I doubt this status will come without much much effort and work.
And anyway, my wish for money doesn't realize itself also.
So maybe it isn't all about wishing something.
We have sports in a few minutes and even if I now it is fun (because it is), I just feel like going back to bed and to sleep some time. *yawns*
Yesterday Sabine from my work called and asked me, if I sent this and that to person xy... because it was a completely wrong file and now the whole print is fucked up... And I can't remember if I sent it or if someone else was it. I hope it wasn't me. I can't really believe it could have happen, but I couldn't believe I could loose a computer as well, so...
I just hope it wasn't my fault.
sleeeeeep... sleeeeeep...
Really strange somehow, as I was in bed yesterday relatively early.
Blah.
*hugs* to all of you, I hope I'm really back online soon...
great, fine, my entry is gone, have to write it again >.<
so, what did i talk about?
I am at school right now (Berufsschule) and I should work on my presentation, but I don't feel like doing so, therefore I'm writing here right now. Maybe I'll write something of the stuff I should do here right now this afternoon at Elias computer.
I still don't have one, my old one seems to be gone definatly... *sigh* So I ordered new parts, it's relatively cheap, but still much more money than should spend right now.
Elia is gone right now, will be at home the next three weeks, I'll miss her. Sadly we couldn't play again, but maybe we'll manage to do so online in this time. It will not be the same, but anyway.
I'm so tired... at least somehow. I'd like to have Semesterferien as well, kinda huuuuuge holidays like the other ones have right now... The fact that there are only 24 days of holidays for me for the whole year is kind of bothering. *sigh* I want to have more free time... real free time.
But then again, I maybe wouldn't use it and would go all sad and depressive and such.
Oh and I learned to think twice about my wishes...
I wasn't happy to get the smallest room in our should have been new flat -> we got another flat. That ok.
I wanted to have a new computer... I lost my old one and have to buy a new one. Very bad.
What if I wish to have more free time? I'll loose my job or something? Hopefully not! So better no wishing for more freetime... I should wish to be an artist who can live from what he does or so, but I doubt this status will come without much much effort and work.
And anyway, my wish for money doesn't realize itself also.
So maybe it isn't all about wishing something.
We have sports in a few minutes and even if I now it is fun (because it is), I just feel like going back to bed and to sleep some time. *yawns*
Yesterday Sabine from my work called and asked me, if I sent this and that to person xy... because it was a completely wrong file and now the whole print is fucked up... And I can't remember if I sent it or if someone else was it. I hope it wasn't me. I can't really believe it could have happen, but I couldn't believe I could loose a computer as well, so...
I just hope it wasn't my fault.
sleeeeeep... sleeeeeep...
Really strange somehow, as I was in bed yesterday relatively early.
Blah.
*hugs* to all of you, I hope I'm really back online soon...
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Date: 2003-02-18 02:19 am (UTC)don't feel too much down... your friends are there for you I am sure.
*nice, long, compassionate hugging*
/*__*\
*hugs and wellwishes*
Date: 2003-02-18 09:05 am (UTC)diese verdammt realität, was? *gg*
Date: 2003-02-19 08:49 am (UTC)geht eigentlich bei eurer kunst&kommunenidee was weiter?
ich würd das geil finden!
Re: diese verdammt realität, was? *gg*
Date: 2003-02-19 01:16 pm (UTC)Leider beginnt am Montag die Arbeit wieder, worauf ich nicht die allerdollste Lust habe, da das wieder wesentlich länger Arbeiten bedeutet. Wenn man um 15.00 daheim ist hat man echt wesentlich mehr vom Tag, als wenn man um 18.00 daheim ist... wenn überhaupt.
Man wird es sehen. Wir arbeiten dran oder besser gesagt, vergessen ist es auf jeden Fall nicht :)