Again

[elfy]

Being at home over the weekend was nice, Steinbruch was very nice... just didn't do the work and learning I should have done.

Just one thing disturbs me... the strange... feeling/status/emotions I had last september... does anyone remember? I had them again, today, twice in half an hour. This strange feeling of dreaming while being awake and it is so strong that I can't concentrate and feel dizzy and really lost... and can't even tell, at least partly, if the things in my head are memories or made up... brrr.

And what happened with yt? *sad to see the journal deleted*
If you read this, I'll miss you *hugs* Hope there will be contact anyway somehow.

Back to offline life again now... *sigh*
But soon, soon...

Comments

[kriski.livejournal.com]

elfy, schatz, du musst mir deine neue addresse geben. am besten als locked post in deinem LJ, weil ich doch hier keine email habe...

*knuddelt*

[dieinpink.livejournal.com]

you mean like.. you're somehow a bit elevated and not really walking, but.. eh.. schweben? distant from everything around you but yet in the midst of it, but having the feeling of not being able to do anything?