Random ramblings and the ppl around me

Woke up right now and already playing again.

I wanted to tell a bit about the ppl I know or like or which play a role in my life which I want to mention. Family excluded.

ok... who is there? oh, if somebody mentioned here reads this, its not a particular order, just as it pops up in my mind.
I will use the nicks, if they have any.

Palatyr - my dear dear boyfriend. A really cute guy, I love him, and he is really in love with me - at least he and everybody else tells me *s*. We know each other for around 5 years now and we are together since 4 month.

Sven - my ex. Sometimes I think he hates me. We were together 5 and a half years. And I broke up. He just changed too much... I could no longer stand it.

D'mer - She has some nicks, but this one is the one I knew first. A... good friend, I would say. last year I visited her 6 weeks everything counted together. I was a bit in love, but I knew it was hopeless, because of different reasons. Hm, now she has someone and mainly because of this our contact was a bit weaker. I think it helped me finding some distance again.
But I fear it was a mistake finally telling her about my gone feelings.

Tjulan - another friend. Sometimes a bit difficult, but all in all a nice person. We also play some rpgs together.

Zorn - I don't know her very long, but I really like her. Very intelligent, knows many things and she's the best gamingmaster I had so far. I'm excited to meet her, curious.

Rebecca - One of the best looking girls I know. Red hair, long and straight and a beauiful natural looking face. Also a sweet character. Love to cuddle with her... *g* 'Our' song is 'Miststück'. Unfortunatly I just meet her on saturday evenings in the music hall.

Emaendor - I don't know him long, also just from the music hall and a few chats. last saturday I nearly took him home with me...

Tonja - my best friend in school... but somehow we lost contact. Everytime we phone she says she has no time. I fear, our friendship is over. sigh.

I have to go to drawing class, later more, maybe.

more

ok, more friends or ppl I want to mention...

Anna - we were good friends in the 6th to the... 10th(?) grade. My ex was in love with her a very long time. Still is, maybe.

Jainoh - A very nice girl/woman I know from the yaoiML. Older then me, studies medicine (like my bf wants to do) and writes very good stories. Look yourself, if you like yaoi and know german: www.jainoh.de. We also write stories together, its fun. I wish her the best for her tests.

Fuchs - Another girl from the yaoiML, will visit me in february! I am so excited also ^___^. Likes d/s, like me. Also more the masocistic type, so when we write, always only one can be the part he really wants. But she makes cool dominant guys, too. *g*.

Yasemin - 18 and at the end, I sometimes fear. Cuts herself, has very bad scars. She tries not to do it, but sometimes there are now ones. She is a very soft and nice girl, really loveable. From Turkia (?). She hears vocies and... sigh, I would really like to help her, but this can just a professional do, I fear.

Someone else? I don't think so, right now. Not from this category.

But... I also should mention...

Marock - my imaginary friend. Since... uhm... 7? 8? years now. I still believe in him. Don't ask me why, I have my reasons... ^_~. Black hair and grey eyes, an elf.

Kael - my alter ego? The person I want to be? Sometimes he is also an imaginary friend, other times... hard to explain. The pic you see most times on the left side here is Kael. A darkelf, a healer, a masochist, an albino,... and bisexual of coure ^__^

I didn't tell about the drawing class! Was fun, but harder then I thought, my back hurt so badly sometimes... anyway, got the momey ^_^. Was cool to see the different pics of me. And they were good! Will do it again, in two weeks.