strange...

[elfy]

..when you notice, you are totally closed.
you always thought, you were open.
but in reality, you where nearly never open.

why can i not talk to anyone whats really inside of me?
is there something?

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[fuchs.livejournal.com]

Yes, in my opinion there is.

There is a lack of trust. Obviously there is no person, that you trust totally, because if there would be one, you'd know him/her, and you'd intrust him/her without thinking about it before, because you'd know, that your thoughts would be treated as a secret and because you'd feel better after talking to him/her. Maybe, he or she could even give you wise hints to solve your problems.

Your problem seems to be finding a person that fulfils your expectations concerning a real and deep friendship.