Raindrops

[elfy]

what to do?

its hard to stay optimistic if all others are this depressed. tjulan and dmer shout at me, i have to less time, just play with zorn the whole time. sigh. yeah. but i saw, i just made GM all the time because tehre was no one who wanted to play with me as a chara and was good enough for me. now i found someone and i am happy and addicted and they are angry. sigh.
badbad me.

r a i n d r o p s

i worry about ela, sounds very depressed.
why are there so many ppl who can't see the beauty in life?
they just need to look at the little things. they need to learn not to take care so much about what others do to them, but to care for themselves. not to be egoistic, but to respect yourself.
it depends on yourself, how worth your life is.

rain... r a i n ... d r o p s

make it worth.
why?
for yourself.
its more easy then.
its hard to get there, i know.
i have to fight myself.
never able to satisfy everyone.
i want it, i can't and they don't look on what i wanted but on what i did.
thats really hard, but i have to live with it.
so i do.

i need some sleep.
later i want to write a 'Tagebuch' - entry and work on my hp.
lets see.

g r e y s k y

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Comments

[tinjuko.livejournal.com]

I sooo love cranberries, they totally rule!!, smilez.