elfy

okay, so i was already busy this morning buying stuff with my mother, going to the post office etc. i should eat more... its nothing until now, just because i didn't have the time... but now i will.
last christmas i sent out many presents, even to people i didn't know very well. this year it wont be this much, i just don't have the money. but i want to. i already got some prezzies, happy that i found these ******* for ***! but its also harder then i thoiught to find what i wanted to give my mother and my boyfriend. and i need time to make the present for my gradnparents. and i don't even know what to buy z.
i give presents because i love to make people happy, to make them smile. yes, somehoe i also hope this comes back. not neccessary from *these* people, but just... ah, maybe you know what i mean.
i have to model later and i don't want to. but i'll get money. i know i will spend most of it right afterwards in the city. for presents. :) i just wished my friends would live near by, so i could give them the presents personally (and save the money for sending >.<)
gna, hunger!

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