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elfyi had a wired dream. i killed some people, i forgot why, i just lost my control. i can't even remeber how i did it, i think it was kind of bloody. anyway i could hide their bodies afterwards (i don't even remeber who they were!) and... all went on like normal. okay, dream normal. there was something about a hospital in a wooded area and... i was all the time in fear, someone will find out what i did. i regrettet the murders... i could not explain them to me at any rate, i didn't even know a reason why i killed these people. and i was like in the 'back to normal' state, you know, where i don't want to harm anyone and such. i feared someone will find out and they will punish me. really strange. i thought all the time about things how someone could find out i was it and how to hide these facts. hmm...
later was something about a library... i was in america (it just *was* america, like some things in dreams, even if you never were there or had them *are* what they are.) it was a bigger building, but... not library like. many people where there... we walked around and it looked really incomplete... i wanted to look for comics, but there where no comics, just a hand full... and really old ones... then we walked (we = a group of people, some of my old class in school) through empty rooms and came to a nearly empty 'german' room. there were things on a table in the middle and we looked at them... there were also two little golden shoes and i remembered leaving one of these there years ago. or so.
gna, there was so much more... this thing with runnung down the staris next to this church and meeting this captured man who i set free, then i went into the church and this marriage to this man... o.O and the girl in this ice-cream-car who.... ah, so much, so strange, like always.
i have to go now. still have to do a few things, my printer doesn't work and i don't know why. have to go to 'work' (modelling) now.
later was something about a library... i was in america (it just *was* america, like some things in dreams, even if you never were there or had them *are* what they are.) it was a bigger building, but... not library like. many people where there... we walked around and it looked really incomplete... i wanted to look for comics, but there where no comics, just a hand full... and really old ones... then we walked (we = a group of people, some of my old class in school) through empty rooms and came to a nearly empty 'german' room. there were things on a table in the middle and we looked at them... there were also two little golden shoes and i remembered leaving one of these there years ago. or so.
gna, there was so much more... this thing with runnung down the staris next to this church and meeting this captured man who i set free, then i went into the church and this marriage to this man... o.O and the girl in this ice-cream-car who.... ah, so much, so strange, like always.
i have to go now. still have to do a few things, my printer doesn't work and i don't know why. have to go to 'work' (modelling) now.