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elfyso, yesterday i worked 12 hours nearly. and today doesn't seem to be much better, maybe 'only' 10 or 11 hours. i'd say to work longer here and there is okay, but to know that i don't get free time for it nor will i see more money for it is kind of disappointing.
tomorrow i'll leave in time, i don't want to be late for my matrix-triple. and better noone dare to give me a strange look for leaving at the normal time. bleh. i don't want this stress. i want free time. holidays. but it will go on this way (i hope not as bad as now, time-wise) for another six weeks.
i have to many things to do at home, i want to do so many things... i just don't manage to do anything, when there is free time i just try to recover and can't get myself to do anything. and the best thing is, i should actually learn in my free time. much. bah -_-
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And I should make more userpics... now that I can have 50... o.O
tomorrow i'll leave in time, i don't want to be late for my matrix-triple. and better noone dare to give me a strange look for leaving at the normal time. bleh. i don't want this stress. i want free time. holidays. but it will go on this way (i hope not as bad as now, time-wise) for another six weeks.
i have to many things to do at home, i want to do so many things... i just don't manage to do anything, when there is free time i just try to recover and can't get myself to do anything. and the best thing is, i should actually learn in my free time. much. bah -_-
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And I should make more userpics... now that I can have 50... o.O