Again and again

Last night I had one or maybe two more Absences, short, but strange as always. And I am not sure it is over yet, at times there are... little moments, just a second or two, where I feel... strange, like the next one is just around the corner. But then nothing happens.

I'll try to sleep more, to drink more and... yes. Maybe that helps. I think I shouldn't tell my mother this time, she's just in sorrow then.

Got something important done here at work that was sitting in my neck since two weeks or so, good to know it's finally finished. But there is still something else and I really have to work on that today. Don't think I'll come home early. Töffi isn't here anyway, so it's not that bad I stay a bit longer, so I can watch the phone also. And, it's money. But I'll really try to work a bit less the next days. Need to get some things done.

Tomorrow evening Tanja, Moni and I want to go to this Black NRW Cafe Meeting in the Shadow, to play some games and such. Curious how it will be to go to a disco not to dance, but to actually play board games and such :) Have to find my Color-Memory and will take my Mastermind with me, too.

malicedl, weißt du, wie lang Collateral noch im Rex läuft? Bis zum wievielten? Nur noch bis Mittwoch oder noch länger?