phone calls early in the morning

somehow i feel as if i should write more often.
i *want* to write more often. why is it so hard? maybe i should really start a german journal... hm.

i dreamed something about ikeropi tonight... o.O just forgot what.

today another try to meet uli and take the pics of her.

sunday i met four other german livejournal users (garak, andy2002, lafro and aurargentum), was very spontanous, but also nice :) i talked like a waterfall. strange thing that. okay, not so vey strange. >.<

this morning a girl... woman called, i studyied with her. she woke my mother and then me ^^;;;. She just wanted to ask whats up with me and how i am and why i am not at the FH anymore. So, uhm, i told her but then we decided she will call another time again. (i have to call dennis and i have to mail fabian and jeremy and i have to call rebekka and simone and... gna!)
somehow that made me thinking of my situation again. i hate that.
why the fuck don't i have anything yet? -_-

but... on a slightly ligther note, i am near at finishing my homepage... i'd love to make a 'harem' page... o.O i would have quite some bishounen for that... aburatsubo, iason, the guy on my userpic, this blonde girl, legolas, vin diesel,... i will have to think about that.